I could talk about James all day, cause this that I feel for him it's something big... I don't like to call it an obsession, cause I think it's not true! I just love him, his songs, the way he his.... He made me met amazing people, he saved me years ago, and he keeps me helping every day! he's so humble, and his voice is so perfect... he says exactly the words that we need to hear, he sings exactly what we feel on his songs...Sometimes I feel a little bit more "sad", well sad it's not the right word, I think but... well, sometimes I feel "sad" with the idea of ending up my life without meeting James! it's strange, maybe crazy, idk how to explain! it's just.... I have so much things to say to him, I have to thank him, I wanna hug him, I wanna feel his smell, that everyone says is the best, I want to be in front of those blue shinning eyes, you know? I know my heart will beat fast and fast and fast, and I know that probably I'll stay there looking like an idiot, but... it's my dream! I just wanna say thank you to the person who helps me A LOT every day, even without knowing... am I asking for too much? I don't think so, but I don't know...
James has something special, something that touches my heart and my soul... he's the only one who can make me smile with a photo, or a video, he's the only one who make me cry of emotion, he's the only singer that makes my heart beat fast... idk if I'm crazy or not but, it's what I feel! when I listen to that perfect voice on the radio/tv, my heart skips a beat and I sing like crazy, I smile like crazy, I get so so so proud of him!! what's this? idk, but, I don't wanna know, tbh! I just know that I love James, that I will always support him and that he will be ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS the special one!James, I love you my idol... I wish I could meet you soon
